According to Rey
Going on a vacation usually allows a pause from everyday routines. This was my exact mindset as I visited family in another state. Truth be told, I had discussed my desire to put my rules on hold, or at least not to be held to as strict of standards with my husband who I will call Sir in my posts to be extra cautious of our identities. Yet, this decision to momentarily disregard my diet and exercise commitments proved to be less than wise.
The transition back to everyday life was not smooth. I found myself grappling with a sense of apathy. How was I going to get back into my groove? It had almost become second nature, reaching for a yogurt instead of a pint of ice cream. I had already, after a few weeks of stringent obedience to my rules, felt less of a pull to sugary snacks or a carb-filled lunch than ever before. I mean, I was craving salads!
Once I found myself reaching for things I hadn’t wanted in weeks, I realized my misstep. I spoke to Sir about needing a reminder spanking, which are a type of “reset” spanking. Less pain than a discipline spanking but a hard spanking nonetheless.
The concept of discipline in our dynamic goes beyond the typical boundaries, containing a deeper dialogue about commitment and the repercussions of straying from it. The emotional response from a spanking isn’t merely to the physical discomfort but a display of my disappointment in myself. It reinforces the importance of the commitments I had made to Sir and, more importantly, to myself.
Once we had free time and privacy, Sir took me to our office and had me kneel. The act of kneeling quickly gets me to a submissive state, which is helpful when I’m about to get disciplined. I’m nervous when Sir starts his lecture, questioning why I was there to get punished.
“I don’t think I’m being punished,” I naively say.
Always the patient one, Sir asks me why I think I’m there.
I reply that I’m there to be reminded to stick to my rules as I would like a reset.
Of course, that was not the case. Sir explained that even though he was aware and approved of my time away from my rules during vacation, he had not approved of me not returning to my rules once I came back home.
Oh, no. I thought. This was not good for me or my bottom.
Sir continued to explain that I was not only going to get a reminder spanking, generously given by hand only, but that I was about to get a discipline spanking with my least favorite implement, the bath brush.
My hands trembled at my side and my stomach dropped.
Being brought over his lap is a sensation that will never get old. It is one that makes me feel like a child while also being comforting and terrifying at the same time. Comforting because I know that I’m being held accountable and terrifying because what that accountability means for my bottom.
The aftermath of being spanked hard with his hand and then even harder with the bath brush (8 HARD SWATS) was a cascade of emotions, mostly marked by an acute sense of failure. However, it wasn’t merely about facing the consequences of my actions but about confronting the underlying reasons behind them. It was a reminder that I want to keep my word and stay on track. That there’s a difference between momentary pleasure and lasting satisfaction that comes from achieving personal goals.
In the end, this was a lesson in accountability, highlighting the importance of maintaining integrity to myself and my commitments. I am renewed to my goals, albeit sore for now. Thankfully, I have a clean slate and full forgiveness from Sir.
While I know that this was a momentary lapse in following my rules and the path ahead will be challenging – sticking to healthy eating and exercise has been a constant struggle for me – I trust that through this dynamic with Sir I will be successful.
To watch my discipline spanking, visit our SpankingTube page or click below.
https://www.spankingtube.com/video/143820/a-discipline-spanking-of-rey